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So my little dark ego, the I, just well, just gave up. After that happened, I was getting light flood my body and I just felt like crying and surrendering.
I suddenly felt this rush of what felt like crystalline white light flood into my body and fill my arms and legs and whole body. What seems to be filling my body is this type of energy which is peace and light, it only seems to want whats right for everyone. I dont know how much of my ego I let go off I wish all of it will go now. I seem quite satisfied to just drown myself in this light. Im pleased to say that the energy of soft love and peace which flooded my body last night, has remained with me today. There has been a loss of desire, an increase in peace.
It was so powerful it was literally drowning my little dark ego.
So my ego had this light just drowning it from all directions.
Imagine a war scene where the dark side is just a little blob of dark and there is hundreds or thousands of times as much light surrounding it from all angles.
So now this meditation is definitely the most powerful one I have got. I do an in breath/out breath orbit and then hold for a moment at the earth-core. I've had another experience today, which is light surrounding a part of my selfish ego, and my ego submitted. It is no longer possible to tolerate some of my selfish behaviours. I underwent a profound change in my energy last night after my main ego blockage submitted. Now I write here what I experienced between my last comment and reading your reply, written just below: I had to lay down to do some meditation just now, and I felt like there were two mes, the first me was this little black smudge of an ego, the I, the selfish ego, or the part which basically functions for its own agenda.
ENERGY ENHANCEMENT DHARMA MEGA SAMADHI REMOVES THE ENERGY BLOCKAGES OF THE SELFISH COMPETITIVE PSYCHOPATHIC EGO ONE BY ONE, KNOT BY KNOT UNTIL, "THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE" ONLY ONE SOUL INFUSED PERSONALITY REMAINS. However today I noticed with more light in my system, that there are more, smaller ego blockages which are there and which talk to me. This guy basically pleasure-seeks and avoids pain/responsibility and is good at justifying its reasons and making excuses.Mantak Chia I found particularly confusing; Chi Gung I found awkward" Also I noticed as soon as Satchidanand emailed me, I got a down-pouring of light from above the crown which kept charging me up the rest of the day and my cravings died out!